Through the river of time|l|l|l---Awaiting.

My Last Goodbye

2008-09-13T14:39:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Petrified - Fort Minor

Yea guys, this is the end, again, the 300th post.

I hate to end my blog this way, but then, life's like that.

Thanks for the support guys, but I think I'm gonna be a bit the bo chap for a while. It's not really 'me' to do so, but if I can do it, I'll be able to get a break and all.

Wow, I sound like any other teenager. Sheesh. Nevermind. I'm sick of acting mature anyway.

The new URL's http://myescape-myneverland.blogspot.com Yeap, re-link and keep visiting yea?

Oh joy, deja vu much

2008-09-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
nothing

This. Is. So. Cool.

Uh huh, this is totally happening again.

It's the same damn thing, just that the person changed.

Everything's the same!

He does something, he catches my eyes, then I realise he's attached in some way, and there are nice girls queuing up to be next, and then somehow I find myself standing a distance away, still throwing my heart out and reeling back nothing.

This is too awesome to be true man.

My life rocks. Completely.

Another reason to be sick of the world. Ha.

Go on, let's see how many cuts you can put on me.

2008-09-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
decision - Ayumi Hamasaki

You know what?

I can't be bothered to give a shit about anything that happens now. I don't give a shit that we're gonna screw the CO performances, I don't give a shit that he's probably never gonna look my way, and I don't give a shit that no one seems to care.

I'm sick of thinking so much. I'm sick of being so imaginative. I'm sick of caring so much.

You want a brain? You want a heart? Go on, take everything I have.

Yeah God, since you're so lacking in these, go on. Take everything I have. Take everything I care about. You took grandma, didn't you? Well, why stop there? Go on, take everything else I love, take everything else I care about, take everything! Since it's never gonna be my turn, then why stop there? Keep on taking, and see if I give a shit about it.

You know what?

I give up. I'm giving up on caring for everything single fucking thing there is, cos nothing ever seems to be right, nothing ever seems to be what I think it would be. I'm sick of thinking so much, since when has there been anything in return? Have I been thanked for imagining all the nice things that could happen? NO! So why bother thinking? Why bother caring so much when all that happens is that you get flung around by whatever you care about? It's never my turn. And no one ever CARES about anything that happens, cos everyone is so focused on the main characters with the happily ever afters, and not on the side characters, ever.

Why do I bother working so hard? There's nothing waiting at the end except the fall, the flames, and the death that awaits everyone.

Oh trust me, this isn't brought on by him. This is brought on by LIFE.

Oh, and God, I'm throwing you a challenge. See, I'm not gonna give up on living just yet. Go on, throw as many things as me as you can, take all the things you can. Let's count how many wounds you can inflict on me before I finally decide that I don't have anything else to keep. Go on. You're doing real good.

Wanna know something? SHHHH.

2008-09-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

Wanna know how I'm feeling right now? Here we go.

When the Breeze Blows My Way

I can stand on my own
High up and strong
But I need one step
So I can soar

But somehow
Life doesn’t seem to go my way
Everything comes and goes
I keep missing my shots
Missing my chance
And I’ll ask the stars…

So when will the breeze blow my way?
I’m ready for that first flight
A little scared, but nevertheless
I want to soar up high
So when will my chance come my way?
I’m ready for that first touch
Fallen many times, climbed back up again
I want you in my life

I’ve realized now
I can’t expect much
I can’t catch the wind
It slips through every time

And again
I plunge to the ground
Everyone comes and goes
I keep running away
Away from the pain
And I’ll ask the sky

So when will the breeze blow my way?
Can you help me take my first flight?
I’m scared of the fall; I’m scared of the pain
I don’t wanna be broken again
So when will my chance come my way?
Can you save me from that first touch?
I can’t take the fall; I can’t take the pain
But then again,
Despite the pain,
I still want you by my side

I can’t seem to get to you
Can’t seem to be near you
It’s driving me crazy
Seeing others so close

I was never one of them
One of those who were favoured
I don’t know how to get that chance
A chance to be near you
So I ask the stars

So when will you finally look my way?
What should I do to get you in my life?
I’m still waiting here, waiting here
For that one time that’s mine
So when will you finally see things my way?
Would you take me on my first flight?
I’ve been waiting here, waiting here,
But every time
Nothing to expect
I wish that you’d be
With me

And that’s when the dream ends.

There.

Chaos Theory

2008-09-10T19:16:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Who Knows - Avril Lavigne

I am not going to post about CI today, cos I really need to mug, and post about this very imminent matter.

I have the weirdest concortion of songs stuck inside my head now. 4 very contradictory songs. Avril's "Who Knows", 五月天's "我又初恋了", Natasha Bedingfield's "These Words", and then my own song I wrote on the plane, cos there's really no other song I can find that describes the last feeling. I wanna scream, cos I'm currently feeling damned the gay when I really shouldn't be. Let's observe the reasons why I should really be screaming and hitting people.

My French Test is tomorrow, and I cannot be bothered to study.
My Physics Test is next Wednesday, but I'm really not bothered to study.
My History Test is on week 3.
My History AND Physics projects are due Week 5, and I have not started on either
I have to begin planning for CCA fair next week.
I have cheMagic stuff to take care of, since no one can confirm what the crap they want.
My Pipa exam is in November and I suck.
LLH wants to hear the pipa duet this Friday. ****ing hell.
I have NOT finished my logbook for CI.
I have my CI project poster to do.

And then another big reason is that I can't believe I'm in NUSH. I feel so STUPID. Curiosity killed the cat, but somehow without satisfaction it came back, scarred but still curious.

Somehow I don't think it's curiosity pushing me on to walk through that veil of fire again. I don't know WHAT is pushing me on. Sheesh. It's like knowing you'll be put through hell but then you willingly put yourself through hell.

I mean, it's never gonna be my turn, is it? I've never ever been the one to catch anyone's eye. There've been so many experiences, so many falls, one really really big fall which brought down with me my most precious things, and yet it's like I am not trying hard enough to prevent myself from falling again. Screwed ****ed up life.

It's like, wanting to find what's behind the veil, but then stopping cos of the fire. 2 things I can find behind that veil of fire: a secret heaven, or a bottomless pit to no where. Take your pick. Somehow every single time I have walked through that veil it led to the bottomless pit.

Where's the heaven? Up where God lives. And he refuses to share.

This is going to cost me. A lot. Argh.

What to do what to do what to do what to do what to do. Thisissothestupid! It's not like it has never happened before, I pretty much know what to expect. And trust me, I'm sensible, if something painful is not neccessary, I'll do my best to avoid it. Especially this kind of crappy thing that pulls everything down, including my grades. Check the records man. BACH.

And you just have to be so NICE. Rawr-ed.

Ok. Leave me and my screwed up, ****ed life be.

Chaotic I say, veh the chaotic.

One word to describe it all: AWESOME

2008-09-09T19:11:00.006+08:00

Listening to:

World needs love - Earth Harmony (w-inds, FLAME, Folder5)

Really, there's only one word I can use to describe my CI trip. Awesome. Simply, entire, completely, awesome. I don't care what Ms Koh says, I'M GONNA SNEAK ALONG NEXT YEAR!

Since there was so much going on, I'm gonna talk about my trip according to the days. And I might have to split the post, cos really, it was HETIC.

So 1st day and everyone gets to the airport, goes to CI. The seniors still had the 'mature' look when we first got off the plane, but soon their true colours were revealed.

Sure Uly, reeeeeeal mature

Jackie (the Jackass) getting ready to go hyper...

Jackie going hyper...

Uly being mature.... but failing. He was jumping around with Doro screaming "WE'RE HERE!"

And then the great camera fight. Yeap.

We headed to the lodge where we were staying, and Jackie asked Uly on the bus "Do you know where we are?" Uly answered: "Christmas Island!" And so began another round of cheering. We be bunch of weirdos I say. But nevertheless, Amanda and I were jumping on the bed when we got to the lodge. You heard nothing! xD Afternoon Lisa took us on a island tour, and we saw our first red crab!!!

This little critter here, was our first red crab. And we saw a lot more that followed. xD First night's dinner was interesting. We played 7-Up at the table, and ended up with 4 forfeits: Mr Soh, Uly, Chee Ying, and Jackie. Mr Soh, after rejecting the catwalk, the ten-cute-poses, did the Saturday-Night-Fever pose, in which none of us could get a photo of. Uly, apparently "Christmas Island's Next Top Model", did this:

Yes I know, disturbing.

That was all for the first night I guess. A few of us went stargazing, and WTH-OMG-THISISSOAWESOME we saw DAMNed lotsa stars. And the Milky Way, and Jupiter, and etc, etc, etc....

Okay, ya know what, it's getting really tiring for me, so I'll cut off here, and talk about the other days over the next few days, alright? xD bye bye

Geek stuff-CAUTION!

2008-08-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
アメあと - w-inds.

http://www.physlink.com/Fun/Jokes.cfm

http://www.physlink.com/Fun/PhysicsParty.cfm

These be the best jokes ever. Go check them out.

A word of caution--

These pages include extreme geekiness, and geek material, not suitable for physics haters, the non-geeks, and the faint-hearted.

一日为师，终生为父

2008-08-29T16:47:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Pieces - w-inds.

Ok, I am going to rant, and rant the very very very the bad, so bear with me.

And so teachers' day arrives. By tradition, everyone goes back to their primary schools to visit the teachers who brought them up.

Or so goes the story.

I mean hello? Teachers' day is about visiting TEACHERS, not visiting your primary school buddies and fooling around. Might as well DON'T come back lah. Freaking hell man. You think go good secondary is cos you're smart? For god's sake if the teachers weren't there you wouldn't even be in the SAP schools or anything. I realised its the neighbourhood school people that come back the most, even from poly and JCs and stuff, no offence, but hell where's your RESPECT and your GRATITUDE? Screw the high-up and mighty attitude man, without the teachers you'll be NOWEHERE. Sheesh.

Ok done ranting. Let's talk about today.

The teachers' day celebration was really the nothing to say. There was this huge green banner outside the hall screaming 'WELCOME TO THE LAND OF OZ!'. They got Dorothy to act as, well, Dorothy. Then other seniors acted as the other characters. A few things to note...

Why cabbage? WHY CABBAGE? (Inside joke, sorry)
I never knew Royston could sing.
Darryl is kinda gay. Really.
Ok, so first you get cute innocent juniors to dance innocently to "All for One", then older seniors (GO TRISH!) in cute Jap uniforms dancing cute-ly to Caramelldansen, then even older people to dance hip-hop to Lady Galaxy. Really lah, epic.
Mr Yee can just put this on his resume: 2 times winner of Mr Stylo Milo in NUSH.
MS CHUA OWNS!
Ms Kong is damn the hyper.
Dr Hang is Mr Best Dressed, can't argue.
Mr Murali is.... well.

That's all. After that went for the Christmas Island lecture, I would just like to remind everyone... 2 MORE DAYS!!!!

WHEEE~

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE LOVELY TEACHERS OUT THERE!

Epic-ness. Pure epic-ness

2008-08-28T13:03:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Do Somethin' - Britney Spears

Ok, so I've probably just had the two most epic days in a really, long, time.

Yesterday... Let's just say we didn't really understand Ms Lim's explanation of a certain question, in which the double of absolute zero, -273 degrees C, was positive 273 degrees C. Yea, so we were all puzzled and disorientated that double of zero was... well, something else, and hence YS started trying to explain using his method, which led to a heated debate between him and Ms Lim, who rejected the method, but then YS was making much more sense to all of us anyway. So then, well, she got pissed and stormed out of class. So YS is now in deep shit.

Somehow she has yet to mention this to Ms Lam, who has not yet 'educated' YS. Sheesh.

Remeber when we said that YS would probably be teaching us somewhere in the future? It actually came true.

Afternoon went to Science Centre for no apparent reason. After the activities, went to run around, then went to macs, where Wei Ren was just being a pure darned sickass. And guys, from now on, buy a $1 coke, and a 60 cent cone, and dunk the ice cream into coke. It's good. It's darn good. After that went out to the kinetic garden, where we relived our childhood memories by playing with water.

The waterwheel thing, to be exact. We held it there until the compartment was totally overflowing, and let go, and then....

Big Splash, Big wave. Big big wave. Damn teh kewl lah.

Today. I just spent $4 on some really random stuff.

w-inds. mousepads.

4 of them.

I am still in shock.

Weird, weird, things, again, again

2008-08-23T19:24:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
You'll be in my heart - Phil Collins

http://slightlywarped.com/crapfactory/

this is totally, the WhatTheBach-iest website. Ever. More WTB than i-am-bored.

Weird, weird, things, again

2008-08-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
The Best Day of My Life - Jesse McCartney

http://slightlywarped.com/crapfactory/curiosities/weirdbathrooms.htm

This must be one of the coolest sites ever. And this page must be one of the weirdest pages ever. Go check it out. Not for the faint-hearted (yes, I'm talking to you, Mandy)

Next 25 things I love

2008-08-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
nada

Now, here I am again, needing sleep and yet doing this crap.

26. I love w-inds. for singing songs that stitch my heart together again when someone breaks it

27. I love Keita for EXISTING and having that smile that makes me go oh oh, ooh oh

28. I love Linkin Park for screaming in my ear xD

29. I love Jay Chou for being so cooooool!

30. I love Evanescence!

31. I love Ayumi!

32. I love YUI!

33. I love Koda!

34. I love Kelly Clarkson!

35. I love Jesse McCartney XD

36. I love Jpop, for no apparent reason.

37. I love my iPod!

38. I love my (school) Pipa!

39. I love my guitar!

40. I love my CDs!

41. I love my Laptop~

42. I love the internet!

43. I love playing Sims 2 (with boolProp of course!)

44. I love rock music!

45. I love watching weird vids on Youtube (nigahiga RULES!)

46. I love my room (heartxxx)

47. I love my bed!

48. I love my closet~

49. I love my desk!

50. Did I mention w-inds.?

Gaygaygaygaygheyghey

2008-08-22T21:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
Love Today - Mika

Yes, I'm listening to Mika.

I'm still in the uber gay mood. Sheesh.

Sucking too hard on your lollipop, oh love's gonna get you down~!

Ok ignore me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YS! =D

100 loves-Part 1

2008-08-20T19:48:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Nothing

In the spirit of pure digression I shall do this. Christy damned me to do this, and me being such a nice friend shall. Write down 100 loves. Shall do 25 today.

I love my parents, for giving me life and bringing me up to be who I am now
I love my brother, though he's a little dude with an attitude problem.
I love Cindy, for being my a real good best friend
I love Jess, for being nutty and realiable
I love Chris, for lending me her countless CDs xD
I love Lizziekins, for being so rational and hearing me out at times
I love Mith, for being a fangirl with me
I love Zine, for all her witty jokes
I love Mr Yeo for supporting me through my P5 and P6 years
I love Mrs Lim for helping me build my foundation in science
I love Mrs Abdallah for teaching me 'A* English' xD
I love Su for being so random!
I love Joanne for being such a great listener
I love Amanda for being so trustworthy
I love Jose for being a J-fan too!
I love Trish for being even more random.
I love YS for lending me his homework
I love Wei Ren for teaching me damn lotsa stuff for computers
I love Vivian for being so... uh... jokish?
I love Su Chang for being so responsible and down-to-earth
I love Greg for giving me advice and hearing me out during my angsty times
I love Chem. I feel like teh potions master during Chem class.
I love cheMagic! as we get to do really stupid stuff (like blending glow sticks)
I love the CO room, cos the really good pipa is there xD
I LOVE NUSH, AND ALL ITS CRAZINESS!

That's all for today!

Kinda makes you want to burst into song?

2008-08-19T18:49:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
fever - w-inds.

I feel goddamned gay these few days. Seriously. I feel ridiculously happy, and I've been skipping around randomly. And weirdest thing?

I have no idea why I'm so happy!

I feel so pretty, and witty, and happy, and GAY!!!!

UWAHHH!

Simology!

2008-08-17T10:04:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton

Don't ask why I'm listening to The High-IQ Blondie Heiress. I just am. Put my iTunes on shuffle and this came out.

Sorry for being MIA the pass few days, was too busy making sure my Sims family SURVIVES. Some really funny stuff that happened.

The motherlode cheat put around 700K simoleons in my wallet, allowing me to renovate this 69K house to a 212K one, and live in it. Also, I built an observatory tower (thanks to Su), a hot tub, a swing, a lake, a huge swimming pool, and a juice bar.
Hui Wen thought the fireworks that came out during the WooHoo! was liquid. Think sick. Think very sick.
Sim puke is blue. Bright blue.
The baby fell out of heavens, and suddenly the mother changed back to her normal clothes and tummy went back to normal. Then after holding the baby for aprox 10mins sim time, she put him on the floor and went back to playing the piano.

Su also gave me another cheat to drag their needs bar whenever possible. It's damn fun. No more dying of hunger cos you can't reach the kitchen fast enough.

And you know what? I'm over.

POPCORN IS EVIL!!!

2008-08-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
None

Ms Chua owes me my fingers. After I finished my History test my middle finger was dented where I held my pen. RAWR. Sex Ed was retarded as usual, and it came as a big big shock when we all realised the teacher teaching the guys was J-Ang.

Chem is scary. Very scary.

Well most important thing today would have been the movie! We had the weirdest combination of people ever. The bunch of us... and Jun Yup... and his girlfriend. Yea. Tricia's dear senior couldn't make it, so the bunch of us watched it. JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH!!! Pretty good movie, though it contains much screwed science. Much much screwed science indeed.

Took neos after that, after meeting Su Chang. So yea. The 9 of us each paid one dollar for the major spammage neo. XD after that us girls took once more, kachiaoing Amanda along the way, just for the fun of it. XD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIWEIAN!~!=D

2008-08-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
nada

I know I'm currently in the self-denial-delusioned mode, but read this.

http://www.freewebs.com/1stjacobfanclub/toptenreasons.htm

A shot to the heart

2008-08-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
A Song is born - Ayumi Hamasaki

A few things that happened that are making me question the justice of the world, and also my own abilities.

I can't believe my parents. I can't believe my grandfather. My mom didn't tell me that grandma left already until I asked her today.

Oh ok, so I don't have the right to know. I also don't have the right to go back to see her one last time. I also don't have the right to attend the funeral. Superb. Life's great.

Secondly. I actually didn't break down right there. I guess it just hasn't sunk in that much yet.

Thirdly. Math project was surprisingly... simple.

That be all.

I WANT!

2008-08-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
SIGNAL - KAT-TUN

I WANT ANNA TSUCHIYA'S ALBUM.

NOW.

ARGH.

一言难尽

2008-08-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
管不着啦

真的，说什么好呢？

太……唉都不知道说什么好了。实在是我看过最令我震撼的一场盛会了。

张艺谋是天才，完全的天才。

天哪，我实在不知道怎么形容现在的感受了。

只能说一句……

生为中国人，真骄傲，中国心永不变！

OMGOMGOMG

2008-08-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
nada

我爱中国！！！

THE OPENING CEREMONY! GO WATCH IT. NOW. IT'S THE MOST AWESOME THING EVER!!!

It's great to be a NUSH'ian

2008-08-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
一千年以后－林俊杰

Amazing. Simply Amazing.

CO. Did. Not. Screw. Up.

Today was National Day celebrations all round, so the performance? WE DIDN'T SCREW UP!

Though the morning assembly was weird. Really. You see Dr Hang walking around like the president 'inspecting' the 'troops'. xD

Crapped around in the CO room after performance. Whacking stuff is FUN.

And cheMagic was fun-NER. We blended. Glow-sticks.

Yeap, just like the ones from the 'Will it Blend' video! Except ours didnt glow like theirs did. And we had an ultra hard time getting whatever was left inside out. hehehehe.

And I would like to say a big thank you to a certain someone. Wow, you are really good, weeks of effort, building up that mental wall and with a simple breath, you knocked it down. I couldn't even walk out of the room when you were there. For the past WEEKS I haven't been affected by anything you do and somehow, from yesterday onwards, 'everything you do, everything that you do, makes me wanna go ooo ooo, woh oh oh' again.

And then after the woo-ing comes the wallowing. Real fun. Sure.

2008-08-07T21:09:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
IT'S IN THE STARS - w-inds.

Oh how nice, it's 七夕 today.

Just walk away

2008-08-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Teenagers - MCR

Oh yea, definitely going down in my book as one of the best days ever.

You know, Twilight series might be a few of the best books I've ever read. But then, as usual, everyone is so wrapped up in the perfect, ground-shaking love between the hero and the heroine to notice anything else, right? Everyone is so caught up in the lovey-dovey moment between the perfect couple to notice somebody else watching from the sidelines, right?

I am still spinning. Seriously. Turntables (the SAF ones) SUCK. My head is spinning, the floor spins along, and everything is just screwed. SCREWED.

Call it teen angst, but it definitely ain't PMS. Was screaming into Joanne's and Su's jackets just now, just to let it all out. Works. Kinda.

So perfect, isn't it? I spent weeks getting you out of my system, getting rid of that addiction to your voice, your smile, your everything, and you just had to be oblivious to it all and talk like nothing's different. You just had to come and ask like I mean something.

You said I meant nothing more than what you wanted, then you said that line that dunked me into that vat of acid. Ok, so I cursed at you, I screamed, I thrashed around, but then I started to ignore you. It was hard at first but I managed. Ok, fine, everything went well. I got you out of my system after a long time. And then what do you do?

Smile that exact smile I had wanted to frame and set it beside my pillow, talked like everything was fine. I guess it sounded something like "do you want me to help you add some more acid?" Alright, go ahead, I'm sure I'll be able to take it, like I took on everything else. Oh sure, she's (ting)^2, she doesn't care about this crap, she'll be ok.

Oh, sure, I am so ok. If you can't give me anything else but cuts and bruises, get out of my LIFE.

Everyone loves hope, don't they? It brings all the bright and shiny things into life. What happens when you get thrown off the cliff by it? What if it's that small glimpse of hope that kept you hanging on to that poison ivy that cuts into your hand and sends spasms of pain rocketing through your body?

Enough. I want to let go. I want to fall into that abyss. I want to lose my mind so I won't have to deal with this.

So please, please, please, I'm on my knees begging you, let me BE already. You've made your point, I accepted it, so LEAVE. Don't stay for the show, please, please, please don't.

Please don't kill my sanity. Please don't kill my hope for MY own future.

Walk away. Please.

Weird, weird, things

2008-08-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
none

Hey guys! I'm back from Thailand and yes long time no post. So a few things that happened over the past few days...

Fibo lost the cheer competition (though really the Nobel one was damn good)
Koh Samui's airport is not air con-ed and is in open area
Thai foot massage can kill your feet.
Mosquitoes SUCK (literally and figuratively)
Never wear new shoes on a trip. Seriously.
Jap ladies are weird.
Teddy bears in bikinis can be really cute. Or really disturbing.
White skirts are nice <3
Chem is hard. Really hard.

That be all. Yea. So today, Dr Hang was all 'high and mighty' about our school's recent achievements, and hence... NEXT WEDNESDAY EARLY DISMISSAL! YAY! 10am ZAO! xDxDxD

Chem elec we made soap, which was darned coarse, and darned basic (chemically too). I really dont want to use them. Ever.

Ok I gtg shower now, byebye!

MY EYES ARH.

2008-07-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
不能说的秘密－周杰伦

Today started with a big surprise: Ms Lam wasn't in school! Then another big surprise: 3 worksheets to finish! WHEE! Joy. Physics lesson involved Ms Lim freaking out (a hell lot too) about "negatives in graphs".

Tests? I left ONE LAST STEP in the 3rd last question. I just wrote down 3e + 5f = 60 and then times up. ARGH. Physics was a joke, quite, I guess. Marks not guaranteed.

AXIS was kind of fun, we investigated projectiles! PEASHOOTER FIGHT! Ewin and I were shooting the projectiles at each other non-stop until the others got kinda angry, lol.

Talent Search? We all went through a traumatizing time when Uly performed. And I vote Zong Xuan first, cos omg beatboxing is so cool! LOL! Ms Chen was pretty cool, but I think Ms Tan was cooler! She sang something by the BEATLES (oui, Les Beatles), and played the guitar along with it! LOL!

Went to Bugis after that for dinner, and now sitting here procrastinating, heh. Might not be going for Beach Run on Friday, no point. Plus my dad isn't here and do NOT expect me to go East Coast Park, when I don't even know where the hell to take bus from and to.

For the sake of procrastination

2008-07-29T19:12:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Song - Artist

Random thing I saw on Cheryl's blog, decided to try it xD

GIRLY

[x]I like at least one shade of pink (pastel)

[ ] I don't like being messy(look. at. my. room.)

[ ] My belongings are organized (see above)

[ ] I don't like rock music. (check my iPod and you'll find LP and Evanescense etc)

[x] I like wearing accessories. (bling bling baby)

[ ] Bright colors amaze me.

[ ] I hate black. (*rolls eyes)

[ ] I go to the salon once a week. (who the fuck has that kind of money and time? Plus, MR ANG IS WATCHING.)

[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time. (used to, not anymore. If not I'd have looked like zhen zi)

[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere.(who can live without it?)

TOTAL: 3

BOYISH

[x] I wear baggy pants (I like 'em, would wear 'em, but I ain't got 'em)

[x] I play video games.(You're asking US, GEN Y)

[x] I listen to bands like Fall Out Boy, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, etc. (does random songs count?)

[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods. (Emo is teh new black!)

[x] I'm too lazy to do chores. (ditto, such a CHORE)

[ ] I don't like shopping. (omg are you NUTS?)

[x] I like to go bungee jumping. (must try, must try, must try, must try....)

[ ] I like being sweaty. (no-no-no!!!)

[x] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes. (just X-Men)

[ ] I always wear perfume. (not ALWAYS)

TOTAL: 7

NERDY

[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.

[xxx] I enjoy studying. (Strangely.)

[x] I wear glasses (WHAT? NERD AND PROUD OF IT. My spec lenses thicker than your textbook ok?!?!

[ ] I'm a straight-A student. (the good ol' days.)

[x] I've never skipped any class in my whole life(or else demerit arhhhh)

[ ] I like my shirt tucked in. (.....)

[xxxxx] One of my favorite subjects is science. (Stares at school name, stares at screen...)

[x] I like reading books. (^^v Cosmology is teh <3)

[x] My assignments are passed up on time. (most of the time)

TOTAL: 6

EMOOX

[x] I love the color black. (OOSAKI NANA!)

[ ] I always sit at the corner. (nuhuh)

[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes. (if I let it down yea)

[x] I like listening to metal rock music. (refer to above)

[x] I have a lot of problems in my life. ( I won't use a lot, but then well, we're TEENAGERS.)

[ ] I don't talk much. (oh sure, I am SO the quiet type)

[ ] I don't have that much friends.

[ ] I barely have fun. (when you hang with people like *lists gang* it's hard to NOT have fun

[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends. (rolls eyes again)

TOTAL: 4

CHILDISH

[x] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes. (and wonder what lies beyong)

[x] I sleep with a stuff toy. (guilty. It's been with me for 12 years)

[x] I watch cartoons. (what's wrong with that?)

[x] I love to invent words only i understand. (sometimes)

[ ] I sleep with a night light. (not anymore)

[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.

[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.

[ ] I like being with my family relatives.

[x] I take bubble baths. (once I move to condo...)

[xxx!] I love Spongebob. (OMGOMGOMGOMG)

TOTAL: 6

Ok, so you can see I'm more guy-ish than girl-ish and dominantly nerdy and kiddy-ish. Not that emo. WHEE~

Super Nerd School(s)

2008-07-29T18:57:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
TRUTH - Yuna Ito

So today was the grand welcome of the dudes and dudettes from the Japanese school. To my utmost disappoint, my cute Jap guys did not come. When I asked God for cute Jap guys, he gave me otakus and nerds. Well, then again, our school was doing an exchange with the Nanao Superscience Senior High School, it's not to blame. We're all in a Supernerd school anyway.

Chinese was funny, Wu laoshi was explaining how the sell chickens in China. You know, the chicken that actually have feathers and are not frozen or dead? Yea. So he went

假装我是顾客，走到鸡笼面前（points at 2nd row），那些鸡就争先恐后地叫啊，跳啊。然后，挑叫得最活跃的一只（points at HAOJING，
class bursts into hysterical laughter）……

Well that's the story. So now Hao Jing is a chicken! xD

French class was quite boring, but we are utterly shocked/frustrated/flabbergasted/emo to realise we have a 3 hour next Thursday. Which means 4-7. God bless us!

Some random thing

2008-07-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
nothing

Attractive personality. ~~Sexy.~~ Affectionate. ~~Shy and reserved.~~ ~~Secretive.~~ Naturally ~~honest~~, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. ~~Loves~~ to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. ~~Moody.~~

ACKKK CCKKK ACKK (I need Strepsils)

2008-07-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Nada

Omfg my throat refuses to be nice to me. I'd rather it hurt so much I cant talk than for it to itch. RAWR.

Today was the most productive Monday afternoon I've ever had. Seriously.

French test (possibly) tomorrow. May the vocabulary be with us.

It's so much easier to run

2008-07-27T18:25:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Easier to Run - Linkin Park

I don't know where it's gone. That part of me which stood up to anything that came my way, fought off everything without a sweat, bounced back at anything twice as hard.

Why is this happening then?

I want to runaway. I need to runaway.

Somewhere where feelings don't exist. Then I won't be tortured this way.

A blank page, a white nothingness.

To leave everything behind, no guilt, no pain...

It's still my fault, isn't it?

Grandma... Him...

All comes down to me, doesn't it?

I can't seem to hold on to this guilt trip down the lane anymore.

Time to hit the brakes?

I think so too.

Songs, shots and sleep.

2008-07-26T16:30:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Runaway - Avril Lavigne

You may have noticed I changed the skin AGAIN, to suit my current mood. Yeap Runaway's the song too. Argh. Wished Peter Pan existed, then I can run off the Neverland.

Yesterday was a whirlwind of songs, gunshots and sleep.

The translation competition was quite good, thought I really think Sharne should have won. He's a really good singer, and the props were really good. The English-to-French poem was spectaculaire! And yea, now I just feel owned. LOL.

The debate was good, both parties raised good points though I think I agree with the opposition more, hahaha.

The talk by Dr Henry Miller was on a good topic, but well his lecture wasn't all that intriging. Rushed home after that to go for the performance at night. "A Tale of Shaolin". It was quite good, the dance moves were good, the storyline was clearly shown through the dance sequences, Trish you should've come! hahaha

Ok guys, that's all for now, so I'll go game for a while then. byebye!~

Three Classic Quotes

2008-07-24T20:52:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
None

Ok, 3 classic quotes that I think should go down in history.

GREGORY LAU IS AN EVIL DUCK!- Me
Pencils are made of diamonds! - Australian National Chemistry Quiz
Diamonds are made of pencils! - Joanne

Let me explain. 1st one. Stupid Gregory Lau got JET LAG, woke up at 3.17pm and hence did not come for CO practice. 2nd one. That was one of the options for a question during the ANCQ. 3rd one. Joanne meant to say 'Pencils are made of diamonds', but ended up swapping them around. Interesting.

I want all the dizi people to have an extra practice.

Anyway, one picture that shocks all...

Amanda like never before. The cymbals were like half her size man. I think she could really hide herself behind them. THIS. IS. SPARTA!!!!

Today, realised Wu Laoshi printed the copies of my class zuo wen's to his Yr 3 class too. Argh. Food Science was retarded for the first part, the noodle cooking part. 2nd part was fun, it was the ice cream making session! Hehehehe. Our ice cream was more like slusho, but then it was still really good.

ANCQ. Froze to death in the Audi. Slept for a hell long time too.

Ok. Going off now. I'm darned sleepy...

"Are you pregnant?" - Jean Marc

2008-07-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls

Ok, the above line was adressing the wrong usage of 'plein(e)', which means full, but when you say it as 'Je suis pleine', it actually means 'I am pregnant'. Yea. xDness.

Hmm today was uneventful, I guess. Blah. I think I'll go play StepMania for a while now. Bye~

Sadistical fun

2008-07-21T16:09:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
CAROLS - Ayumi Hamasaki

Ok, so the gang spent the entire time, from 11 till now, plotting the demise of the world, nearly killing the entire human population countless times.

We now rage war against Madagascar.

Go play Pandemic II. I feel happy already!

WTF

2008-07-19T17:32:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
INNOVATOR - w-inds.

Inviting all interested participants to our school’s first ever π recitation
contest! Held on coming Tuesday, 22nd of July (π-Approximate Day), we invite all
interested participants to come down to our booth at the canteen during their
free periods and try their luck. The participant who can recite the most digits
of π without error will win attractive prizes, and more importantly he/she will
hold the school record of the most digits of π recited!

Interested participants may sign up on the sign-up sheet located at the Synapse just
outside the Hall. All the best to all participants!

WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL.

The school is going too nerdy.

The freakiest few days I've ever had

2008-07-19T17:00:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Yeah - Kelly Clarkson

So, Su sms-es me on Wednesday at 11pm saying that they'll be selling guitars in school the next day, hence I freaked out. Went to asked my parents, got a scolding instead. But then, hell, the next morning, while I was still in my half-awake-half-asleep state, I thought I heard my mom say I could buy it, but using my ang pao money. Since I was in the half-awake-half-asleep state, I went to check with her again if I could REALLY buy it. She said yea, and I grabbed my money and headed to school.

OMG SO PRETTY. Got Sharne to help me pick it out, since I only had a $150 budget (Serious, this is all that remains of my ang pao money. And dude, this is the most unexpected time for me to actually get a guitar. I'm still kinda still getting over the shock.

Friday, something completely EPIC happened. You know the big-going-bald water feature? Yea, someone formed the most EPIC thing yet. This ginormous I F*CK!:] on it, which caused immense interest amongst students, and immense anger amongst teachers. Mr Ang came outside our class to look down, and well, ordered some people to go dismantle it. Sigh. Pic would come later, its with Trish.

Escaped from CO one hour early to go for Cin's concert. I tell you Chris is out to 酸 me. The first thing she said after meeting was "So late, Bummie (nickname for her BF *scowls*) already left." I rewarded her with a fist. But anyway, had dinner at Sumo House, went to Tanjong Pagar, where we met Cin's parents and sister. Went to SCH, and realised why Cin asked us to go there earlier. Too, many, people. Argh. And it was freaking cold in the concert hall.

I felt demoralised during the concert. I didn't even bother to consider how much their CO owns our CO, cos it was waaaay to astronomical. The 弦乐has more people than our entire CO! The erhu solo ROCKED, and the pipa one was just amazing! The highlight of the show? The drums solo. It-is-the-most-amazing-performance-I-have-ever-watched. I swear. But the shouting part just sounds wrong with girl voices, xD. Cin was quite awkward on stage, but then well, it was expected, we (Chris, Jess and I) were laughing all the way, and when she finally noticed our frantic waving, she had that signature "What the hell" look on her face, ahahahaha xD

The concert hall...

Today, woke up at 6.30 to go to RGS for the FPS competition, which was, well, destined to be owned at. But I have to admit this was the one situation we were the most productive in. We ACTUALLY managed to finish the problems, 13 solutions, and finish the criteria thing. Never done this before, LOL. But I think we thought too much again, cos the ideas were a tad (ok, understatement) scientific. Well I mean you can't blame us! National University of Singapore High School of Math and SCIENCE. Go figure man.

Yeap, that sums everything up, gonna play with my guitar now! BYEE~

Confusion, Panic, and Chaos.

2008-07-16T19:35:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Beautiful Life - w-inds.

The title sounds like teen angst-y thing. I know. But it's actually about an apocalypse. I am not joking. English was funny/weird, we read 'The Great Dream Speech'. Yes guys, I have a dream. Physics, well, YS was arguing with Ms Lim about something, and I think Ms Lim got confused over it.

Assembly was just annoying, cos of the cheer thing, but then well, it's my class, so expected much, but I like our cheer: 201 色! 201 色! 201 Ra-色 harmony! Yeap yeap. The frog song was strange, but nevertheless entertaining. ACE was on the topic of hacking, in which I immediately thought of Wei Ren, Timo and other 06 guys, and burst out laughing. Completely. Oh and the bad computer hackers are called crackers. SEE! It was the COOKIES!

Lunch was the usuals. Jokes, sick jokes, math jokes, science jokes. And tom yum. Chinese was kinda funny, cos of the listening exercise and 听写, and this time was the first time I knew how to write everything! Though in the end still got one wrong.... x( AXIS was a joke, watched this documentary by Nat Geo on a 'supervirus', hypothetical of course. In which they mentioned that humans would be 'confused, panicked and chaotic'. And well, people, it's called teen angst. I mean with so many possible apocalypses coming around, of course, do you expect us to live without any fear and confusion? Sigh. So nice.

Then we had this activity where everyone got a testube, but 2 of the testubes in class were infected, and we had to go around exchanging the liquids in ou testubes with 4 other people. In the end, Joanne turned out to be 'patient zero', Amanda got infected somehow, YS got infected by Joanne, Wei Ren too. I exchanged with Wei Ren but surprisingly did not die. xD Su, Jose and Trish were alive too!

After AXIS went to play Uno, and a few fun things occured: YS drawed... and drawed... and drawed... and drawed... and ended up with this.

Observe the pretty array of colours... without the green. The lounge closed, and we went to the concourse. And then....

I accidentally-on-purpose jabbed YS's ass while he was modelling. Yea.

Oh this is Trish's HP Mini it's like soooo cute. Really.

"Do you like to do?"- Jean Marc

2008-07-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Sonata of Temptation - IVY

Today was a very interesting day. A lot of stuff was related to everyone's favourite topic.

Starting with Math lesson, Ms Ng used the wrong word while addressing the Sex Ed lessons, and told us that as we grew older we could 'explore' more, which led to an interesting interpretation of our school motto, Experiment, Explore, and Excel. Hmmmmm. And she also told us, "In the past, abstinence. In the present, contraception."

Break was generally uninteresting, Chem was slightly damaging to my small prokaryotic brain. Ms Kong would be our Sex Ed teacher as well, so we asked her about it. Well I can't remember exactly what she said, but then well it was quite funny I guess.

Spent the huge break between Chem and French mugging Chem, building bridges and cutting people up.

http://www.ampgames.com/game/520/Amateur-Surgeon.html

I am completely addicted to this game now @.@

French was the fun-est today. Jean-Marc wanted us to translate "What do you like to do?" We, being stupid and ignorant, couldn't answer, he got so fed up, he shortened it to "What do you like?" In the end, it ended up as "Do you like to do?" Yea. And he was saying that it was so obvious all ball games were masculine...

Note to self : Never take the bus after 6.

BEST LIVES EVER!

2008-07-14T12:28:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
WHATEVER

This is one of the best songs ever. Ending song of NANA, OLIVIA inspi'REIRA (TRAPNEST), a little pain. OMG nice.

This, my friends, is the best live ever. ANNA TSUCHIYA!!!

Oh CO, the glory

2008-07-14T11:50:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Contagious - Avril Lavigne

Well, at least one third of the people came! Sigh. CO outing? 10/30+ plus came. This is pure ownage. Met Viv and Joanne at Marina Square, had lunch, met up with Su Chang, and then went to wait for the others at City Hall MRT, and yes, in the end 10 people were there. I don't think we count Reiko's boyfriend as one of us, so yea. 10 people.

The concert hall was flooded by the time we went, and hence we had to split up. Viv, Su Chang, Xin Ran, He Na sat in the first 2 rows, an ungodly place to sit indeed. And the performing CO? It's the one my Primary School CO's 1st conductor and 2nd 弹拨 teacher was in. Amazing. The coincidences of life man... The songs were quite nice, though certain people should have came to watch the dizi solo. As Su Chang says

Greg would be here to comment on the performance. We are here to feel
demoralized.

Yea. After the performance, went to Tiong Bahru with Viv to go buy her ankle guards, in the end took neos at that really laggy, shimmery shimmery neo machine, and then got screamed at by my parents, and went home.

Hellboy is a good movie, peeps, go check it out. Though the logic, physics, biology is screwed, but then well, it's a movie. All hail Hollywood. Some scenes were quite cute though, the one when Meyers (the cop) used the damn cliche-d 'yawn, strech, shoulder' trick on Liz. And it was fun watching Hellboy get jealous over that. Oh and that part where he blew up the big monster at the end? Yea. BLUEBERRY GALORE! The part when he kissed Liz at the end was cliche-d too, gives literal meaning to the phrase 'flaming love'.

Today... Argh, really shouldn't have stayed up so late last night, I feel DEAD.

Greatest discovery of the week: Ian had a girlfriend.

And guys. GET ME ANNA TSUCHIYA'S ALBUM!

Music to my ears

2008-07-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
HEAVEN - Hamasaki Ayumi

Ok, ignore the last post, it's time for Music Intro again! Firstly, the un-awesome song that I heard this week, actually sometime ago, but then I finally got to see the lyrics and went WTF.

This must be the bitchiest, bimbotic-est song I have ever heard. This ain't the song I'm introducting of course, lyric translations are here. Go read it. Seriously.

Oh gosh I have so many good songs running around my head I shall just introduce them all. This one is the opening of Vampire Knight, by a new Jap group called ON/OFF, twin bros, quite cute. OMG I heart this song, and I hereby demand you all to watch VK!

Next is F.I.R.'s 眷恋, this song has been in my head for AGES now, and it's a really good song.

孙燕姿's 眼泪成诗. This is one of my all time favourites, so Enjoy :D

Last but not least, one of the few song's of 王心凌 that I like, 我会好好的.

That's all for today folks, wait for the long post tomorrow!!!

So I Thought

2008-07-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

http://youtube.com/watch?v=svxP2LjBg_4

I guess this song pretty much describes how I'm feeling now, though the lyrics don't fit fully. But a few lines do.

You know what? I thought you were my FRIEND. I thought you were someone I could depend on. I thought you were someone I could confide in. I thought you were someone smart, humane enough to realise what you were doing was hurting us when you fucking well knew it did.

You know what? You're just some irresponsible, insensitive, oh-so-innocent, we-are-just-friends faker. I can't believe you won't even do that to keep our friendship.

I was trying to save our friendship, the 3 of us, and perhaps him, but you know what? For someone who won't even make a small sacrifice for a friend, I don't think it's worth it.

Oh sure, you have your reasons, but why can't you fucking just tell us you'll take note next time? I could have forgiven you, but now? Too late. What's done is done. At the start of all this, I thought I would lose her as a friend. But I can't believe you did this to us. I can't believe you're so lazy you won't even do this little little little mundane thing for us.

Trust me, you have no idea what we're going through.

Last night when you called me? Yea, I felt like throwing the phone down on the floor. I felt like screaming at you. And when you passed the phone to him? That was IT. I wanted to kill you. I called you back with the intention of screaming at you, but I didn't. I kept it down.

ALL FOR THE SAKES OF KEEPING YOU AS A FRIEND. ALL FOR THE SAKES I KEPT THAT BIT OF ME WANTING TO KICK YOUR ASS DOWN FOR SO LONG.

But you know what? You've finally overdone it. Even SHE is pissed.

We get the idea. He's yours. He's so much closer to you than we are. We have no chance. You are the high-and-mighty. So shut up and leave us alone.

Thank you and goodbye.

ADD

2008-07-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
The Best Day of My Life - Jesse McCartney

The song is damned ironic, I say.

Today was just one of those days when everyone felt mopey, sad, and more mopey. I think it was the weather, it was raining in the morning, the sky was grey, and everyone was blue. I think I wasn't focusing in most of the lessons today, felt too mopey. The extremes? Sleeping through half of French.

Arggghhhh.

Something and someone is really getting on my nerves. I am serious. I have been keeping it down for so long already but now it's overdone.

Yea sure, best day of my life.

The Power of Cards

2008-07-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Gone - Kelly Clarkson

I realised opening the Student Lounge might not have been a very good idea. You see cards around everywhere nowadays. Learnt how to play hearts today by the way, hehehehe.

QC is going to ruin his throat. Really, he doesn't have to emphasize the last syllable of the whatever-command-that-is that much, he almost sounds like Chester Benington, only without the vast amounts of phlegm that Benington has. So there. English, Ms Lam very generously started off the day with a telling off session, well I guess it can't be helped, I mean we are a pretty noisy class. Now where have I heard that before...

Physics was, well, uhhhhhh whatever we have learnt for Bio. Assembly and ACE lesson was, for once, kinda useful. I mean at least they are talking about stuff we are actually doing now. Blogging, gaming, etc, that kind of stuff. Haha, but I did learn quite a bit today.

Yes I just said that.

I mean I do feel I gotta watch out what I write here. The volunteer from Touch showed us this blog post from XiaXue, which really I think is completely against my beliefs. Well, I guess everyone has their own views, and hence I shan't comment here. But really, even if it WAS a really hot guy *thinks Orlando Bloom/Milo Ventimiglia/Hugh Jackman, slaps self*, I don't think I'm ready to be forced into that yet.

Anyway, saw Vivian Yr 1 with cat ears, and then found out Ian wore them during PE, which in every way is disturbing. And I think I ruined everyone's appetite when I asked everyone to imagine Ian with the cat ears, the maid uniform, doing *meow meow*. Very, disturbing.

Chinese was just same ol', same ol'. FPS well, we had a time trial, which ended up being a curse-session with everyone screaming swear words at the situation and our prokaryotic brains. So Ms Koh postponed the deadline to tomorrow, and since no one is coming online, I'm guessing we aren't gonna possibly finish it. Sighh. Went to the student lounge after that, had a fun time playing cards, and then went home.

Guess what? We (Timo, Joanne, Amanda and I) rode in the back of YS's dad's lorry and trust me it was damned fun. Strange, but yea.

Amanda being, well, Amanda.

The amazing flying slinky!

That's all for today guys, I really need to go finish my bio. Argh.

The screwedest lesson in probability

2008-07-08T18:32:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
あなたがそばに - Tachibana Mio

That be Keita's sister, the above mentioned.

Well, the screwedest lesson in probability wasn't in class, but after class. I'll talk about that later.

Let's see, in the morning had the thermometer check, in which I conveniently forgot about. Had a plan to fool the teachers, but due to some technical error i.e. me not noticing Ewin was passing me her thermometer, it was foiled. Siighhh. Chinese was relatively uneventful, and it wasn't until some people started talking about going to the theatrette for Math that I realised that Math was indeed in the theatrette. So went down, and I realised we were having class with the 205s. Had a fun time being 'yellow' and annoying Mr Lee, but really, the funniest thing was drawing stickman figures on my foolscap. =D

Chem was completely mind-boggling. Trust me. Schrodinger can just go and DIE. Well, his cat can just go and die. Actually we don't know if he's dead, as Heisenberg says, "I am not certain. I am not certain at all." Free period was spent on watching Chobits and doing some other random things that are not supposed to be done on the school internet (go on and think sick, but the truth stays the truth!). Kitchen chem was just fun, AgNO3, ham, NaCl, and titration. And Ms Koh even got disposible aprons! xD Basically we had to chop up the ham, boil it to extract the salt, and then titrate the solution to find out the salt concentration. Yeap yeap. Yet to do the calculations.

And guilty as charged, I was reading Chobits manga in French class. And I realised it is dangerous to do that in Jean-Marc's class. You get damned confused afterwards. Argh. After French class was the screwedest lesson in probability. Su, YS and I played cards at the student lounge, and let's mention some really cool combos we got.

The 4 '2's were with me, thanks to Su being the loser and offering her 2 '2's.
The same game, Su had 4 '7's.
YS had 2 flushes and 3 cards left, but still got generously owned by Su. (3, 7 and 8. Go figure)
I had like, 2 triples once.
I totally owned the other two ;D

Probability OWNS =DDDDDDDDDDD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-07-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne

I cannot believe I am saying this but

OMG I AM SO SICK OF FRENCH.

Just spent, what, 3 hours on it, and I haven't even started on the crap in the textbook.

RAWR.

DONUTS!

2008-07-06T20:00:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Nil

I LOVE DONUTS!!!

Screw the carbs and the fats, and I don't give a shit that I just got chocolate in my hair cos

I <333333 DONUTS!!!!

Les glories of French

2008-07-06T15:22:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
My Last Breath - Evanesence

I mean WHAT THE HELL from page one all the way to page 36?

What kind of crap punishment is this???

@.@

Started doing homework at 1pm, used 2 hours to write my 3 page long Sui Bi, and now I come blogging.

Sheesh. The battle against French homework begins tomorrow. 10.30. Jurong Library.

May the vocabulary be with us.

TADA~

2008-07-05T17:27:00.010+08:00

Listening to:
简单爱－周杰伦

Hey guys, I finally gave my blog a makeover. I'm actually pretty sure Joanne used this skin before, well, hope you don't mind Jo :)

Anyway, guys bear with me these few days, I'm slightly mentally unstable due to an overload of mental baggages, so there. I might have really severe mood swings, emo sessions, tears-running-down-like-there's-no-tommorow and such. Yea.

Thanks for the understanding, and I'm sure with you guys by my side, I'll get through this stage of my life. I'm just really confused these few days, and scared, and frustrated, etc, so it might be best at sometimes to just leave me alone.

But no, I am NOT quitting the family tree, why the hell would I?

Yeap yeap. That's all. =D

Oh and from now on I have decided to introduce one nice song every week, and this week it's my current blog song, Together by MONKEY MAJIK. I heard it on the radio some time, actually quite long ago, but just downloaded it recently. It's a really good ballad, sweet and cheery, so I hope you guys take some time to listen to it.

And yes, those two are ang moys. Brothers, actually. ENJOY =D

SAMC, and there goes the face

2008-07-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

nada

I am serious, the school is BORED.

Drag us there at what, 12.30, and the bloody thing starts at 2.15pm. I froze my ass off I tell you!!! Joanne yawned 13 times as far as I know. And the best part?

OUR SCHOOL DIDN'T WIN ANYTHING

This is like the greatest embarassment ever. *Rolls eyes* But then, it was quite fun walking around Science Centre, did a hell lot of weird stuff hahaha. And of course everyone was going around 'showing off' by 'knowing' the stuff. LOL. Lots of familiar equations now that you look at it, but then, THEY BURRRRRRRRN.

And guess what, you know the Einstein-climbing-pole thing? Yea, Trish says he's pole dancing. Disturbing.

That's all, shall go blog hopping for a while now=D

The most amazing lesson

2008-07-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
LUCY - ANNA TSUCHIYA inspi'NANA

Today was epic, I shall say.

Ms Tan has the amazing ability to send everyone in class to slumber. I'm serious.

And French class was just EPIC.

M. Jean-Marc made out with himself TWICE. Well, it was more traumatic than epic really, but still, you don't see teachers making out with themselves nowadays.

And he made us all feel really pathetic. Seriously, I really feel that I learned nothing in the past one and a half years after today's lesson.

Gah.

MEOW!

2008-07-02T16:30:00.004+08:00

Listening to:

Papercut - Linkin Park

I bet Joanne's happy to see the above. Annnyway, since SOME PEOPLE have expressed concern about my lack of updates, I shall update. Har har. And please, blame

Manga
Anime
Zhang Zijian
Keita
Ryuichi
Ryohei

for me being less active on blogger. Yea.

Hmm. Let's see. Firstly, the library is now closed due to the 'O' Levels. Which means we have to mug in the sweltering heat. Arghhh. Lol.

Chem lesson this week was funny. Ms Kong was like "You must remember what Heiseignberg *or something* and Schrodinger *or something else* said!" And hence we came to this conclusion.

Heseignberg *or something* said, "I am not certain. I am not certain at all." And Schrodinger *or something else* says, "Meow." Mr Murali's class was better, he annouced, "You guys can go read up on Schrodinger yourself. He wrote a paper. It was about how to kill a cat." XD

Today we had the cyber wellness workshop thing, which was all in all, a joke. Not in the bad sense, as in the really humourous sense. Even Cabal was mentioned, and our dear MrYaNdAo too. *rolls eyes*.

FPS was just FUNNY. Spent the 1st hour reading the evalution for our first round of competition, which was depressing, and I think was what led to the hysteria and nuttiness of the discussion. 2nd hour? Sat around playing Heart Attack and then Dai Di. In which YS became the prostitute twice, HJ was pretty much always the loser, and Su and I took turns being the King. Life's good. Yea.

Ok now? Happy?

Shall go back to watching vids.

VIVIAN HERE YOU GO

2008-07-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
Nada

Hey guys I'm just posting this cos Viv told me to. Gah.

Today two quotes which should go down in history were said.

First, Ms Kong said Math sucks and you really don't need it.

Secondly, M. Vilaire (or Jean-Marc, as he told us to call him), asked Yong Kiat if he was gay cos he used the feminine form of the word 'present'.

THERE.

KYUU~

2008-06-30T16:55:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

Nada

Why the strange title?

Cos I'm pissed off at Tsubasa for being updated so slowly.

Math was boring.

English was boring-er.

Wanted to go watch a movie after school but then couldn't find any nice ones. Stayed back, did a bit of FPS, and then took neos. I think everyone was a lil too deprived of the neos, so the first round pretty much sucked, and we had to take again. hahahaha.

Some pics from these few days....

Joanne on thy nailbed. XD.

Hmm I don't think there's anything else, is there?

BYE!

OLA~

2008-06-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
NADA~

Ok sorry for being MIA for the past few days, was too busy fangirling/catching up on anime/watching TV series. Yea. So sorry.

So we had the big CO room cleanout on Friday, and we found out that... QC HAS WHITE HAIR! HA!

Hmmm the Physics elec everyone was so excited over was not that interesting, so decided to drop it and took Bio elec instead. Yeap.

What else what else.

Sheesh. We imprinted Joanne onto the nail bed thingy. No she isn't dead.

And....

Going back to fangirling :D

WTH

2008-06-23T17:29:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Love Me for Me - Ashley Tisdale

First day of sem 2 and I can only say WTH.

Hell lotta new teachers, Math being first lesson of the WEEK, English being exceptionally sleep-through-able...

Most shocking : I was feeling down cos I got NOTHING to do.

GASP!

Sheesh.

Stuff

2008-06-22T13:20:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
恋爱写真－大塚愛

So today I find out that Su mysteriously vanished to Batam.

And yesterday I managed to play Cabal with just my touchpad. OWNED!

Hahahahaha.

My family got a maid today.

And she's gonna live in my room.

Ack.

Nevermind. She's quite nice.

Gah.

Ok gonna go play Cabal.

Ciaoooo~

3month Episode

2008-06-21T17:46:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

Thanks for finally being a man.

At least now I know I didn't see you wrongly.

I don't regret any of this.

IMMMAAA BAAACCCKKKK!

2008-06-20T11:24:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
none

Yeap peeps, IMMMAAA BACK!

And I realised after one month of being MIA a lot of things can happen.

Annnnyyyywaaaayyyy.

Surprisingly I didn't increase in biomass. And even more surprisingly my biomass decreased.

AMAZING.

LOL. Shan't give full details of my trip, cos I realised it takes up around 7 pages in winword.

ok gonna go attempt to fix my comp. So yea.

Ciaoooossuuuu.

K-drama

2008-05-18T12:39:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
None

You know those parts in a drama, when some main character or people around him or her dies, and everyone goes NOOOO and wallows?

God, you can just go and die, you know that?

I don't want to think in that direction.

But it seems there's no other choice.

I wonder how my dad can be so calm at a time like this.

THIS IS UNFAIR.

WHATEVER DID I DO?

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE MY LIFE ALONE, GOD?

She said she wanted to see me go to university.

SO WHY ARE YOU FUCKING TAKING THIS WISH AWAY FROM HER, GOD?

WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM?

This sucks.

And what can I do about it?

I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.

OK?

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE.

Rise in depression rates.

2008-05-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

try your emotion - w-inds.

Siiiiiiigh.

If you don't see me online for the next few days, that means I'm camping out on the 6th floor.

Life is depressing when your CAP dropped like shit, and you're stuck in the same CCA with people like QC, Greg, Su Chang, Angela, and YS.

Angela Leong, being, well, Angela Leong, got 5.0 as her CAP.

QC... didn't even bother to ask. I immediately got the part with me chasing after him with a broom. He ran all the way from the CO room to the netball court. Returned a while later, only to be kachiao-ed severely by me.

I am not used to seeing anything below B- on my report card. Not used to it at all.

Sigh. There goes my chance of getting something on Speech Day, and there goes my scholarship.

Although my parents are freaking out, the usual "your laptop is confiscated!" never came. My mom was generally calm about it.

Guess I'll be moving into the library next sem.

To quote Greg:

Sometimes we need failures to remind ourselves to work harder.

And also must remember people like Elmo :)

Spent the time after CO crapping around, namely whacking QC, watching QC whack Matthew, owning QC at audi, and watching everyone play games. And I found out the food chain for CO!

Matthew-->QC-->Su Chang-->Vivian-->Me

YAY :D

And Joanne, don't emo anymore. Forget yesterday, walk towards tomorrow :) Though I am in no place to comment on your situation at home, but I hope whatever I said helps. You listened to my rants for so long, I hope I repayed you somehow, alright? Jiayou for next sem (me too xP)! And please remember (you have a tendency to forget this), we're always here for you :)

OH MY TIAN LIKE AGAIN

2008-05-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
Nada

So they pushed it back to 4.30pm...

AND IT'S STLL COMPLETELY HANGING

OH MY TIAN

2008-05-15T14:11:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Nada

This is the most screwed thing that happened today. Well, probably, a lot of other screwed things happened, but nevermind, I'll talk about those later.

I CAN'T GET INTO THE MODULES SELECTION PAGE.

Everyone in the library was counting down and then 2pm came...

LAG.

OMG LOL I'm not sure how many people got in.

AND HELL SOMEONE SAID THEY JUST CLOSED OFF THE SYSTEM.

ROFLMAO.

COOLIO~

And now they say it's gonna open at 3....

wow-wee.

2 HAPPY-S

2008-05-13T11:32:00.000+08:00

Listening to:
none

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY AND BIRTHDAY JOANNE~~~~

My god.

2008-05-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
None.

Been using my dad's account on the laptop for the past two days, mainly cos I was cleaning out my comp, during which I threw out about 20G of stuff. But now I can't seem to log in into my acc at all. Shucks. I think I threw out something wrong yesterday...

Nevermind. CABAL!

Yes I know, I'm shocked too. Lvled up 5 times yesterday, and QC, being his GAY self, hacked the game. No wonder he was lvl-ing up so much. AND NOTE TO EVERYONE!!!

DON'T CUT YOUR HAIR YOURSELF!

Grades were ok today, less depressing than the past two days. But there goes my CAP anyway.

CABAL!

Now. Channel 14. I shall own you.

Naw, that's not true.

Deepest Apologies

2008-05-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Nothing

Ok. So I now extend my deepest apologies to my loyal fans for being MIA for the past few days.

我送你离开，千里之外，千万别回来

别再给我继续带来更多的心理伤害～

This song is dedicated to my exam results! YAY!

I FAILED CHEM. REALLY.

Argh. There goes my CAP AND my reputation. I can't believe I'm relying on moderation now. ACKKK. B-s for don't know how many subjects. I'm DEPRESSED.

But the strangest thing was my parents were relatively calm about it. SHEEPS I TELL YA, IT'S THE SHEEPS!

Today... My Pipa teacher was laughing about me missing practice on Wednesday. Wow. And then I saw a bunch of cosplayers outside central (that new shopping centre) by the SG river. ONE GIRL WAS DRESSED LIKE YUUKI (from Vampire Knight)!!! Even the hair was similar but I would say she was lacking the figure. Anyyywaayyy. The costumes were SO COOL. OMG. I think I might cosplay either Nana or Yuuko this year. HAHA.

Really. I don't get my sudden hyper-ness.

Anyway, some quiz Jose asked me to do..

1)At what age do you wish to get married?

=.= I didn't imagine a future, where after work (researcher or some really cool job) I'll return to some guy. No, haven't decided.

2)Who is more important to you? Friend or boyfriend?

Friend. Duh. Stupid...

3)Who is the person you trust the most?

Hmmm.

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?

Pretty much, yea.

5)If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

If I say it, it won't come true right? ;)

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Dude go learn your physics.

7)What is your goal for this year?

Refer to question 5.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?

When I was 5, yes.

9)Describe your life in two words.

J-K drama

10)What feeling do you love most?

Really, this is a tough one.

11)What are the requirements from you of your other half?

One thing I know, he ain't gonna be from SG. Refer to question 1.

12)What feeling do you hate the most?

Being lost.

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Pretty much.

14)when is your happiest moment?

When I own Vivian in nearly every subject.

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Achieving.

16)Who cares for you the most?

I look into my misty crystal ball....

17)Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

Hyper, cool, manga-freak, can-be-freaky, smart.

18)What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

Getting that B for Chinese...

19)What will you do when you're sad?

Fangirl.

20)Do you think life's a straw? Yes, then hit your left ear/No, then hit your right ear.

Ignores question altogether.

Tag 8 people and tag them on their tagboard.

Can't be bothered to.

ting-ting-ting-ting-ting SQUARED!

2008-05-08T20:55:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
気楽に行こう - ZARD

Ignore the title. Something Josephine said.

I'm so screwed.

B+. For like, Chinese.

CHINESE. (TING)^2. B+.

This is my personal nightmare.

Bio and Math were the usuals.

And Year 2s be damned. We the nice ones who stayed back had to rearrange all the tables.

BE DAMNED.

Went to West Coast after school for ice cream, and of course some quality play time. Except that everyone got tired after, what, 30mins of playing. OLD.

Didn't see any of my dear eye candy on the way home. Sigh.

I'M SCREWEEEDDDD.

The Difference

2008-05-06T16:41:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

The Sweet Escape - Akon

OMG. How low have I sank.

2 books on cosmology and astronomy, 1 book on physics, and 1 book discussing the sixth sense.

*Slaps self*

Went to school in the morning for the DSA beta test thing, and guess what? Ms Fong got everyone drinks. Like, Milo, juices and stuff. And she went around holding the tray offering everyone that.

And yeah, Bio exam was easy. Shocking.

JEL?

See first line of post.

o.0

2008-05-05T15:08:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

Nine in the Afternoon - Panic! at the Disco

Sigh.

Swensen's ice cream is gooooooood.

And I cannot believe the way my mom eats her Grilled Fish Sambal.

It's like... sandwiching all the chilli inside.

*shivers*

I haven't reached that level yet, so all you people rest assured. LOL.

Fangirling is good too :3

I be doing that now.

ENDING

2008-05-05T09:50:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
None

I have no idea how this thing got so big, but I'm ending this, cos I really don't want anyone getting hurt.

Jesslin, this is an official apology. I'm sorry for calling you a bitch.

I might have judged you too quickly, I'm sorry about that too. It's true I don't know you well, I only know stuff that Jess tells us.

So there. I'M S-O-R-R-Y.

You had your fun on MSN. Now stop it before it gets out of hand.

A lil' piece of my mind

2008-05-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
LUCY - ANNA TSUCHIYA inspi'NANA (BLACK STONES)

Ok the previous post got nuthin' to do with this, this is for someone who's been really annoying me.

To Jesslin or however you spell your name:

Like I said in my tag, I ain't dissing ya cos you play online games. I'm a gamer myself, ok? I just got a couple of issues with some of the stuff you do. Alright? It seems you're attituded too, so it would seem like we'll have a real showdown, won't we? Now, let me reply to your questions one by one.

a) Really, do you think I was dissing you for playing online games? No. I just think you're really stupid for putting so much heart into online boyfriends. It's called virtual reality, so the love? Yea girl, make belief. Like kindergarten. And purrrlease, LEARN. If you're hurt for the first time, why do it again? It's human nature, goddamnit. Find someone who goddamned know you better, someone around you. It'll work out better, trust me.

b) I don't mind you being a friend to Jess. Just that you shouldn't have distracted her before her PSLE. I know you took her shopping and all that, told her about your 'boyfriends', your 'traumas'. She was telling me and a couple or more friends about it. You seem to know your stuff about fashion really well. But dude, she had her PSLE coming up, if you're her friend you'll care about her future, won't you? So what in the world were you doing? Anyway, that's a thing of the past. So I won't dwell on that.

c) I've known Jess since like, what, P2 (I think earlier). So dude, don't try to win me in the who knows her better game. Sure, we do fight, usually me screaming at her about stuff, I'm a lil' harsh, but it's all for her good, ain't it? She'll tell you. She knows I'm right. She knows if she follows what I say, hard it may be, it's the right thing, and least hurting thing to do. The main reason for this fight between us, is your influence on Jess I guess. She's a damn emotional person. I won't say weak, cos she ain't, she's just soft. I don't want her walking down your path of 'constant pain'. Cos she takes any romance seriously, and this kind of constant hits would kill her.

d) If you're so darned smart, girl, you won't need your gang to sort me out. Your IQ would have been enough.

That be all. I'm sorry for calling you a bitch. I was kinda in a bad mood then. But nevermind. Consider these stuff. Might be helpful. And I wasn't looking down on you. I didn't even compare you to 'BIMBO' (NUSHians show know who this is).

Since Jess trusts, or at least trusted you, I'll believe you're a good person. So please, these are for you own damned good, especially the online dating one. Be true to yourself, girl, you deserve better than this. So stop giving your heart to people who don't treasure it and throw it away.

If the reason you continue dating online is cos you need to cure previous wounds, I'm telling you that ain't the way. It only opens up new wounds, and cuts deeper into the own ones. It's like... a drug addiction, you know? It's painful when you stay away, you feel good when you're on it, but after that comes the harder hit, right? So have the willpower to cut yourself off it once and for all. I trust that you can.

Learn, girl, learn.

Clouded, your future is

2008-05-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! at The Disco

People all have pasts that hold on to them, and futures that await them.

I'm not sure if I can face it. Really.

It's easy to imagine. But I don't know if I can stand it then.

I've only heard about it up to now. And it's already causing me so much pain.

So how bad will the real thing be?

I don't know.

I hate it.

God, you can just go and die. You know that?

Why me?

Some things never change.

2008-05-03T20:09:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

Dearest - Ayumi Hamasaki

My parents are so great. I could barely walk yesterday and they don't get me an MC for today.

Siiiigh. Some things never change.

But who cares?

I GOT NEW SHOES!

Argh

2008-05-02T12:46:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

fever - w-inds.

I swear the song is darned ironic.

Couldn't make it for the exams today, guess why.

Woke up, walked to the kitchen, saw many glittery fireflies around, my dad had to carry me back to bed.

Yea. Go figure.

Well even if I had the energy to walk into the exam hall I don't think I would have done very well.

But anyway.

ALL YOU PEOPLE FLAIL WITH ME!

S Club 7 - Show me your colours

2008-04-30T18:29:00.001+08:00

You cast your spell over me
Don't know where to turn to anymore
I see your face
Every morning when I wake up
Every night when I go to bed

You're here with me
Somehow, don't know how
I can feel you right now
So close, so real

Do, do-do, do-do
Show me your colours

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours, baby
Tell me who you really are

I know you want what I want
Far away, but still within our reach
Do you dare?
Are you brave enough to show me
What your heart really wants to

I say your name to myself out loud
Wanna have you all around
Like a cover for the cold on the outside
Making love in the candlelight

Do, do-do, do-do

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours, baby
Tell me who you really are

Baby
Don't tell me I mean nothing
After all you did

Baby, don't you tell me
Tell me I mean nothing
Tell me I mean nothing to you

Please show me now

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours, baby
Tell me who you really are

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours, baby
Tell me who you really are

I'm not allowed to adore you
The way you know I really want
But I do
Even though it's been a nightmare
To pretend that it's all, alright
It's not the easiest thing to avoid
Damage is already done
I'm in love
With you

Jesse McCartney - Leavin' - Official Video HQ

2008-04-30T18:20:00.001+08:00

I really never expected Jesse to be like that.

But anyway, the dude's hot.

Freaking sick and tired

2008-04-30T14:55:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
Impossible - Bayje

Read the title man.

God.

Still got pipa.

Can you stop being the first person I see every morning I step into school?

FREE CONE DAY! =D

2008-04-29T16:56:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

NEVER MIND - w-inds.

Spoken like a true Singaporean I would say.

Died at second last question for Math. Sigh. Notbotheredtolearnhowtodoitanyway. And for 2 of the questions, the line QC = 2cm. Since 2 is bi, QC is thus bi.

Wen Jun's disturbing. I swear.

Geog was ok, but not expecting good grades anyway.

This was what awaited us at VivoCity.

The cow is obscene I say, obscene.

Purchased a huge lollipop at Candy Empire, in which Su Hang gladly took to be her mirror. This picture is completely non-suggestive. Ha.

I be fangirling. Excuse me.

A Historical Day

2008-04-28T19:02:00.003+08:00

Listening to:
Everybody Wants Ya - S Club

As everyone experienced Panic! at the Exam Hall on this extremely Blue Day, nobody wanted to be a Chinese Idiot, and thus started Mugging to Midnight.

Ok. Random crap.

Chinese compo was a piece of cake, like hello it's (ting)^2. Had a fun time insulting Uly after CHINESE EXAM (HA!). Ego booster I say. And the Historical Event?

I DIED FOR A CHINESE EXAM.

Paper 2? OMG. I think I'll get like, 70/90 or something. ARGH.

Lunch was fun. Sent Wen Jun after a couple of people. Including QC. In the end we found out Wen Jun already kissed him before. QC denies it, but who knows? I'm waiting for the shock to pass so I can die laughing. Send Wen Jun after 'Uly', and in the end... realised it was some other random dude in Uly's jacket. And so began the title of a new book, "Wen Jun and Uly's Black Jacket", by B.J. Bowling.

I told you it was a historical day.

Physics? Screwed. Like WTF I don't get why we still have a exam for Physics when it kills like half the population in school. Sigh. Mugged after school, and went home, only to mug more. Speaking of which, I should mug now.

My iPod is still shiny. S Club still rocks. I got A- in English (I am amazed, I swear). Geog is still killing me.

Oh, and w-inds. new song "One Love" was on the radio last night. And since it was the last song in the radio show, I got too damn excited to sleep. Sigh.

No pic today, chumps, my geog file is calling me.

SHINEEE----NEEEEE!!!!

2008-04-26T20:41:00.001+08:00

Listening to:

SOMEHOW - w-inds.

Don't hate me for eternity because of this guys....

SHINY!!!!!!!

WTF?

2008-04-25T15:24:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Mary Jane Shoes - Fergie

This must be the most screwed day of my life.

Bloody son of a bitch jackass.

I swear, ever since I came to NUSH my life turned into a drama series.

MugFest returns

2008-04-24T17:22:00.004+08:00

Listening to:

Voyage - Ayumi Hamasaki

I cannot believe I studied for that long @.@

I told my mom I was in school. All hail me!

I hate Bio.

OMG. I think I'm brain dead already.

And never thought I'll meet you there.

Hi.

FLAIL!

2008-04-23T18:28:00.004+08:00

Listening to:

夏祭り - w-inds.

Omg I'm gonna get the update of speech day quickly over with cos I wanna FLAIL!

Generally uneventful, I guess. QC AND YS PLEASE GET BLACK SHIRTS. Yea. AND QC YOU ARE DARN COLOUR BLIND OK. Balloons were put up, only to realise they blocked the projection, and so they were relocated to the concourse. The NCC dudes looked quite cool in their full uniform, but I think it was a teeny bit extra.

Went out for lunch again, haha, at sumo house. Joanne tagged along, and god is she deprived, it was her first time eating jap food. LOL. Performance was ok, I guess, and you know what's the best part?

Book Prize people get $50 book voucher, Principal's List get a Letter of Recognition. So fair.

After performace my dad came up to take photos, and the whole CO is gonna appear in my home videos. HAHAHA. Packed up, and wanted to go to Vivo for dinner, but since SOMEONE and SOMEONE ELSE are so attached to the guys, once we realised the guys might not be going, they decided to stay and wait. 这年头大家怎么都成了见色忘友的死猪啦＝＝

Came home, and now shall do some really important stuff....

LIKE FLAILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Flails*

アメあと just brightened my day, TEEHEE. LOL. It's a darn nice song ok!

*fangirls*

And OMG Keita with a slight little stubble is oh-so-KAKOI!

I say yes~!

SPECTRUM!

2008-04-22T21:39:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

nada

I think the school finally did it. The weirdest themes ever. Spectrum. Maybe it has got to do with the chem module now, but I shall not take it that I am biased.

Rehearsals was generally fun. Well, I'll update you guys on whatever happened THAT MY DEAR UNICELLULAR BRAIN (due to excessive mugging and fangirling) CAN REMEMBER.

Yesterday:

English lesson was entertaining. Especially with Hao Jing's essay. Hansel + Gretel + Old lady who turned out to be a wolf, who turned out to be Osama, who turned out to be George Bush.
YS's 随笔. The timeline and storyline is so screwed it's cool.

And rehearsal was just the same old crap the few of us CO people come up with. Dinner SUCKED. Anyway, after the rehearsal, a few of us had to go up to the CO room to get our stuff, and we realised the lights of the corridor were coincidentally switched off, thus I switched into my ghost mode............................................. and scared the crap out of Angela and Candice. Once we went down to the GO to wait for our parents etc etc, QC came round the corner, saw me, jumped about a foot in the air and turned around and walked away...... and came back a while later. Darryl was giving me tips of improving the act. THANKS!

Today:

PE. ZUN DIAN ACTUALLY CAUGHT THE BALL LIKE ZOMGWTF!
Physics. Depressing.
Rehearsal was again, fun
I FINISHED MY MATH NOTES!!! (Though coordinates geom still sucks).

Did not bother with the school dinner, thus the few of us went to sumo house for dinner. Saw 2 rats in the drain and Su Chang thought I was joking till she saw it, and screamed. Greg sprayed QC's back with a nike waterbottle, and QC screamed "SCREW YOU!" and asked "WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!!!???" and Greg wittily answered with "Mi, So, La~"

And then after a while QC exclaimed 'WALAO MY BUTT IS WET LEH.'

The guys decided to abadon us after the 1st crossing, and so we decided to dao them. But since Vivian and I realised teasing our long-term-CO-couple was more fun, so we dropped the dao act and became paprazzi again.

Performance tomorrow, and you shall see the revival of the CO MAFIA!

Giggle. LOL.

OH YA. w-inds. new single アメアと is out tomorrow!!!!!! SUPPORT~~~~~~

TEEHEE. *flails*

(who cares, who knows)

2008-04-20T14:14:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
ジレンマ - w-inds.

MAY THE GUY WHO INVENTED COORDINATES GEOM BURN IN HELL.

I'M SERIOUS.

MAY HE BURN IN HELL!

Caramel ahoy

2008-04-19T18:51:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
nada

Caramel is the greatest invention on Earth!

And Anadkin Skywaler, despite being evil in the end, is hot.

Updates~

2008-04-18T18:30:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

All That I Got - Fergie

And so, after some mindless ranting, (ting)^2 is back to update her loyal fans on her daily life!

Wednesday, well actually nothing significant happened, to say the truth. OH YES. Vivian, Su, Joanne and YS met Liu laoshi on our way to the MRT. Annnnnndddd I'm sorry about her knowing about you two.

Thursday? Hmm more stupid jokes being cracked, more mindless humour, more FOCLing. Yan Sheng is now Yam Sheng, due to a written error by me. Well I AM training to become a doctor, so might as well practice doctor's handwriting. CO prac was quite stupid, whatever.

Today was ridiculous. English Presentation was ok, I guess. Anyway, spent the supposed 'mugging time' watching nigahiga lipsync'ing. Fine, he's slightly gay, but doesn't make him any less cute. You put three jap guys together somewhere off in Hawaii and this is what they do. Sigh.

CO Prac was fun. LOL. Greg finally removed his shirt from the room, and he finally realised where his SC badge went. Finally pushed the solo part in 昭君怨 to Desmond, BWAHAHAHAHAHA. Let's stick him in a dress X)

Break time was funny, Su Chang, He Na and I were shooting song requests at Greg, stuff like theme song of Chibi-naru Chan, Doraemon, etc etc. QC, being the gay guy he is, went off to play some weirdo game on his laptop. And got beaten in soccer by me. *Waves*

Sorry 'bout the rants, dudes et dudettes, I promise not to rant (as often) anymore.

Decisions

2008-04-17T18:33:00.006+08:00

Listening to:
decision - Ayumi Hamasaki

I realised I really lack willpower.

I promised myself I won't cry over small things anymore.

No, I didn't, but I was close to.

This ain't something hard.

But I can't seem to cope.

And some people around me aren't helping.

Stop asking. I'm not ok.

And I don't want to talk about it either.

To quote a song I heard in 'Treasure Planet'

And I don't want the world to see me
Cos I don't think that they'd understand

Yea. You don't understand. I don't seem to either.

Sorry Cinderella, no one's coming to save you tonight.

No-lifer, NAW

2008-04-15T20:15:00.004+08:00

Listening to:

Funky Town - Namie Amuro

I cannot be bothered to study. At all.

I think its the post-MugFest syndrome.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I STILL GOT EXAMS DAMMNIIITTTT!!!

Rainbows and lollipops

2008-04-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

影法师 - w-inds.

Long time since I saw a rainbow anyway, but saw one in school today! Really really pretty, and it cheered me up quite a bit. Hope it did for you too, Trishie =)

It's quite faint, but you should be able to see it. Spent the whole time after school watching spongebob. SO WHAT, IT'S EDUCATIONAL!!!

Some other random stuff that happened today, like the amazing levitating chair of 201. You know I realised our classroom is fast becoming a tourist attraction. Betty came over just to check this thing out. Well it was there to keep the screen down. No thanks to SOMEONE.

Chinese class? One of my crappiest essays still got top in class. WTF man. Wu Laoshi ahhhh, please lahhh. English class was quite fun, listening to the presentations and ended with a debate. Shan't comment on the topic, cos it's gonna get me into really serious trouble.

What else? NAWWWWWWWWWWw.

Sorry 'bout the ranting.

Satan VS Cupid

2008-04-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
Top of the world - w-inds.

The song title hardly reflects how I'm feeling now.

If you think Satan's works are bad, trust me, Cupid's worse. One wrong arrow shot and the pain is far worse than anything Satan can do.

Look. Stop saying those suggestive things. It ain't helping me and it ain't making any sense.

If I'm really not just a friend to you then tell me like a man would. I don't want to see it on a handphone screen, I don't want to see it on a MSN convo either. I want to HEAR it from you.

Call it an override of a few girls' imaginations but whatever you've been saying isn't helping me in any way.

If you actually had the guts to tell me, it'll rank you above others.

Cos guys with guts are lacking in this world.

Why should we girls be the ones to take the step?

Why should we girls be the ones to suffer guys' ignorance and cowardice?

If you don't even have the courage to face a girl than you're not a man.

And I'm not interested in those kind of people.

Complexity.

2008-04-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

Listening to:

Bokura no Love Story - WaT

It's weird.

You guys say a girl is hard to understand right?

Well.

We're so complex I don't even understand myself now.

I'm not lying to myself.

I swear.

Uber gayness.

2008-04-11T21:35:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

rose - ANNA inspi'NANA

Well, uber gayness part II. For part I please seach it on youtube.

Shall elaborate on the gay part later. English went to the comp lab to do the project, and Amanda and I ended up doing...

Kinda obvious which is whose...

Ok. Now the gay part.

First. Ian chasing Russell around, shouting 'friend friend'. Disturbing.

During CO break, QC taught me a dance move. One that he claims 'would make all the guys drool' and guess what. He was the one who demostrated it. Disturbing yet again. Suddenly thinking the stuff we sprayed all over Uly last year. Especially the words at the back. And I think the mist left a permenant effect.

Some other fun stuff during CO break...

Find Nemo.

The fake Nemo.

Since Liu Laoshi bought a da luo, everyone was going around trying their hands on it. And today we concluded that the reason why the percussionists in CO are all girls is cos the guys are not man enough. *downright insult*

Harhar.

THANKS TO DESMOND FOR THE PIPA NAILS~

That be all for today.

FISHHHHH.

2008-04-10T16:36:00.003+08:00

Listening to:

Love Is Message - w-inds.

My language bar just somehow went MIA. Yea. Sigh. Anyway.

Just finished most of my Chinese homework. Seriously overworked these couple of days.

May FPS be damned.

Anyway, now that I am at home, and since I feel like slacking big time, I shall give a more detailed recount of the past 2 days.

Yesterday's tests. Math was ok, but I screwed Physics. GREG STOP ASKING ME TO IMAGINE MYSELF AS AN ELECTRON ALREADY!

Assembly was just weird. Conclusion: Tiong Hian is gay. Come ask me personally why. It's hard to explain.

FPS? Well, the teachers threw my group the competition and we chionged it, and Su who wasn't even in the group at first came up with like, what, 5 ideas? I HEART YOU SU~

And guess what. I have rehearsals everyday leading up to speech day, and after speech day is the exams already. If CO members skip the rehearsals somemore, the entire performance is going to be screwed. Wow. And better, if the performance is screwed, no one blames the teachers who planned Speech Day. Who do they blame?

"OI! EXCO! Why can't you make sure everyone comes?"

"OI EXCO! Why didn't you organise properly?"

FUCK.

FISH.

2008-04-09T20:10:00.002+08:00

Listening to:
do I even have the time????

They throw the competition at us this afternoon and expects it by tomorrow 11.30am.

GO TO HELL MAN.

ARGH.

YS's amazing shoe

2008-04-07T18:54:00.004+08:00

Listening to:

青花瓷－周杰伦

姓周、名杰伦、字JAY CHOU、号周董

My mom came up with the Zhou-Dong one. HAHAHA.

LOL. Sorry. Slightly hyper. No idea why though. Oh wait, maybe cos of this...

Yea dudes and dudettes, that is one of the soles of YS's new shoes. The other was lost sometime earlier today. Yeap.

Today was interesting. Eventful, I would say. Chinese test was a piece of cake, after I finished I sat there for over half and hour reading manga. Harharhar. Recess was kinda screwed, I mean we were there watching nigahiga do the cameltoe and some weird guy blend glow-sticks and a iPhone. Yes people, you heard me right. A FREAKING iPHONE!

I might have A.D.D., well, I think generally my English group members might have ADD. I mean, how did discussions about 'To Kill a Mockingbird' (which I have yet to read) go to something about the Bible? Huh?

Lunch was disturbing. Well, to all Year 2 students, you know that pasage 'Sons and Lovers', right? Well, listen to YS's version. Bound to let you realise 'the purity of childhood'. LOL. Math lesson was kinda wrong, really, we were graphing in the comp lab, and let's just say whatever Soh Jie was constructing was definitely supposed to be rated M18. Extra Physics class, nevermind that.

Lit was HILARIOUS. Zun Dian is gay, I tell ya, gay! And I thought Nicky's group was gonna do something gay again, but really, their's was totally hilarious. With Dong Xing in suspenders and Nicky as the crybaby funeral parlour man. XD-ness guaranteed.

And after school the gang delivered a late AFD joke to Vivian, who, coincidentally, was taking the same bus home as QC alone, whom, coincidentally, fell asleep on the bus. Which, coincidentally, matches our amazing cycle.

A few quotes from the joking session:

Joanne:"我辛辛苦苦养了你这么多年，女儿啊！你怎么可以这样？？？"
YS:"做事要有分寸，做人要有分寸。" (Translate the 做人 part directly into English if you don't get it.)
Me:"Vivian ahhhh. How could you, man???"

She says she's gonna dao us, but I'm like talking to her online now. XD OOO yea.

And another matter, I'm free again dude. Cos it ain't going anywhere liking you, cos it ain't doing me any good, cos it ain't making my life any easier, I'm so over. Dont' take me as shallow, those kind of "三分钟热度" kind. It was temporary, but hey, doesn't mean I wasn't serious. And plus, I got much more important stuff in my life than you. So...

Oh, And that's why
Your eyes, I'm over it
Your smile, I'm over it
Realized I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it

--Katherine McPhee "Over it"

The 'never were a friend' does not apply, but this part does. Yea, I'm gone. Too bad fer you.

1000 ways to get kicked out of Wal-Mart

2008-04-06T21:31:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
Marionette - Ayumi Hamasaki

Guys check this out.

Died LMAOing.

One of the many weird thigs I do

2008-04-06T14:42:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
none

Considering all the stuff due next week you would've thought I am chionging.

Well I'm actually watching Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn.

Yea.

LOL.